How I find my way into BDSM

New abduction fantasy I’m at the local aquatic center I jumped out of my wheelchair to Get in The hot tub Several older larger women are already there they offered to help me I politely declined however they won’t hear of it they Forced me into the hot tub there’s no room so I am forced to sit large black woman’s lap I made several attempts to leave the hot tub but every time I get close to the stairs I feel a large arm around my waist and I I am dragged back in I feel my legs being spread apart in the hands all over me as I begin to protest A large warm wet hand clamps over my mouth I feel my swimming trunks Being removed but can’t do anything as I am being held tight suddenly I feel myself being forcibly masturbated I struggle desperately but can’t move eventually I am forced to orgasm exhausted I am Helpless to do anything suddenly a chloroform Soaked rag is forced over my mouth whispering voices tell me to breathe it in I have no choice the last thing I know is that I’m being carried into the unisex bathroom. At first I was scared 😨and terrified desperately looking for help when I loud whisper said to me “no one will hear you scream, stay calm and enjoy the ride”. I found myself in a dungeon dressed in latex dress and gaged up. As I steer into the wild space of a colorful red room, filled with lots of experimenting devices and tools my blood began to rush over the fantasies of what’s about to happen. While I was clouded in my head, a sexy majestic Supreme being walks up to me with a claim voice she said to me “welcome home my child mommy is going to feed with her golden nectar”.